Prayers/Scared/Hematolgist/Secret

[DeerCreek-125]

Ok ladies and gentleman

the reason that I am up still at 3am is all about nerves because at 9am I have my follow up appointment with the hematologist to find out why I have been bruising so easily also to find out the big one

can i someday have children or do I have the same genetic mutation as my sister and mother that greatly increases the risk of miscarriages due to sponteanous clots

i am scared plus my husband was suppose to go with me but now his boss has planned a big pow wow to discuss next years budget so as the accountant he has to be involoved plus on top of that the 9 and 7 year old were suppose to be in school but it got delayed due to construction

so basically I have to go with two children and get possibly life altering lab results and find a way to keep on being a good mom, wife, sister, Christian

so basically I am asking everyone to please pray for me, i love both of my kids who are both adopted more that anything in the world but the idea of having a baby inside of me and being able to give the gift of life is amazing

ok i have to stop crying, at least I am not EATING!!!

[MoOrLess]

Girl, big big hugs! I'll add you to my prayer list immediately. Take a deep breath, and just take one day and one moment at a time. It's so hard when we don't know what God has in store for us and we want answers NOW and to be what we want to hear. I'll pray that you get good news and that it goes fairly smoothly for you and the girls. I'm so sorry your hubby can't be with you. I completely understand how you must be feeling right now -- hugs! Try to get some sleep - your nerves will be better if you can.

Was just thinking about the 'bruising' -- have you ever been diabetic? just wondering...because the medicine I was put on for type 2 diabetes CAUSED bruising (well quite a few medications actually -- it took 5 different ones to find one that wouldn't cause it - then I got my band and don't need medication anymore) - it's a side-effect that not that many people experience - so of course I got it lol....just wanted to share my experience

[redgrldj]

My thoughts are with you as you go through this.. I know how it is to anticipate the "Big News" from your DR. I think being a mom in any way makes you strong enough to get through these things.. Good luck..

[afisher4band]

My prayers are with you. I do not have any answers for the bruising but I do know I have bruised easy all of my life and so does my child. My doc. said some people just do, I have been tested for everything and nothing shows. It took almost 4 weeks for my bruise from the IV at surgery to go away! Good luck to you and I pray that your children are angels today!

[MarkB]

May God bless you and keep you in His hands and grant your wish.

[kebsa]

Well, i think with the time differences etc you have probably seen your Dr by now but you are in my thoughts and prayers- i hope that you got the answers that you needed!

[ginabobina]

big day for you! I feel your pain... I was diagnosed with PCOS right after I got married and between that (which nearly triples miscarriage risk in the first trimester) and my weight, I am 36 with no children. We are open to adoption but would also love to "make" a baby! We've always thought we would have a blended family that would include adoption. I don't know how it will work out, the older we get without having even started. I'm praying for you now and that you will feel God's peace which passes all understanding. Hugs!!

[DeerCreek-125]

Well great news the doc appointment went AWESOME he says that there should be no problem with having a baby.
The interview went great, thank you for all of your prayers!!!

Plus if anyone has questions about ADOPTION,l please ask anytime both of our children are adopted

thank you God Bless

[MoOrLess]

Great news Deercreek! glad everything went so well....

[ginabobina]

great news!!