diva girl
09-20-2006, 03:44 PM
You know...a lightbulb moment...an "Ah HA!".... or an "oooohhhhhhhhh...Iiiiiii get it."
I had a lightbulb moment last night. I had my first fill day before yesterday and, don't ask me why, but I suspected that the doc didn't do it! Well, I didn't feel a bit different. SO....last night I ate and I ate until I would feel it. Well, it hit me like a lead balloon in the chest. I'm so lucky I didn't have a PB but it felt like a tennis ball was in my esophagus (sp?). I could hardly breathe. It soon passed and I contemplated what I had done.
I guess I tested the band's limits for a variety of reasons - but mostly, just to see what it felt like to be FULL. You know what? In the immortal words of another bandster...FULL is not the goal. Satiety is the goal. FULL is what got me fat, what I'm going for here is satiety....satisfaction.
Anyway, for what it's worth, that was my "ah ha" for the day. Any lightbulb moments out there you want to share?
I had a lightbulb moment last night. I had my first fill day before yesterday and, don't ask me why, but I suspected that the doc didn't do it! Well, I didn't feel a bit different. SO....last night I ate and I ate until I would feel it. Well, it hit me like a lead balloon in the chest. I'm so lucky I didn't have a PB but it felt like a tennis ball was in my esophagus (sp?). I could hardly breathe. It soon passed and I contemplated what I had done.
I guess I tested the band's limits for a variety of reasons - but mostly, just to see what it felt like to be FULL. You know what? In the immortal words of another bandster...FULL is not the goal. Satiety is the goal. FULL is what got me fat, what I'm going for here is satiety....satisfaction.
Anyway, for what it's worth, that was my "ah ha" for the day. Any lightbulb moments out there you want to share?